Not quite ready yet

Ok. I have to say that I admire all the people out there doing YouTube video or any video of some sort. The making of a video is super hard...to me is the most challenging experience that I have ever had so far!
For starters I honestly thought that just with my phone I could make decent videos just to make simple tutorials. Not only is not easy, the editing process is a hard work and boring!! At least to me. I filmed a video that is 25 min long. But is horrible because I found out that my phone only records 5 min at a time!! So I have 5 clips of 5 min each and not in order because some of the footage never recorded...so I have the finish product, the cards I made, but I have no complete footage of how I made them. It has been a very frustrating experience. But I have not resigned yet. I found that my fiancée has an almost brand new camera, that also records and is a bad ass camera. So I'm trying my tripod that I bought to film with my phone but the camera is too heavy to put the tripod at the angle I need it. I would love to have an extension arm...but everything is so effing expensive and I cannot afford any of it at the moment. So if any of you just started following me on YouTube you would have just to suffice with my blog posts.
I'm really sorry that you can't see me on "action", but it would take a while for me to jump onto making videos.
Thank you all of you who encouraged me but I wasn't ready then and I'm not ready yet.
Until next post with some of the cards I made so far. I'll try to make a photo tutorial out of it.
Happy crafting!